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[30 Mar 2008|10:27pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

the thought of going to Boston for college next year terrifies me.

oh, hi, by the way.

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[02 Oct 2007|07:17pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Yayy for going back to LJ!
Now I just have to remember how to work everything...

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[19 Aug 2007|02:00am]
i get by with a little help from my friends
i get high with a little help from my friends
gonna try with a little help from my friends

=)
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[13 Mar 2007|05:43pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Wow. I must say I do miss writing in this thing.

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[03 Dec 2006|03:46pm]
Woo.
Shit's craazy.
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[12 Oct 2006|08:03pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Where did September go!?

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[28 Jul 2006|10:09pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Guess who gets to visit Michael the little Coast Guard cadet tomorrow
:)!!!!!

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[20 Jun 2006|01:13pm]
You know...
I declare this the summer of heartache and growth.
It seems suiting thusfar.
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DMB at SPAC :) [17 Jun 2006|11:42pm]
[ mood | cold ]

jun.16.2006

Pig *
Everyday *
Don’t Drink the Water *
Grey Street *
Proudest Monkey * -->
Satellite *
Big Eyed Fish *
Bartender *
What You Are *
Typical Situation *
Dancing Nancies *
Break Free *
Where Are You Going?
Jimi Thing *
Louisiana Bayou *
Encore
Sister
JTR *
Stay *

* Rashawn Ross on trumpet
~ Dave solo

Wowwww. Amazingg. During Dave's little moaning part in Bartender, when Mike was holding me, I just closed my eyes and took it all in. How young and free I am... how alive I felt in that moment... And JTR holy crap. What an absolutely beautiful song. Everyday and Where Are You Going were sweet, cute little songs. And everything else was just... incredible. I would've loved Crash Into Me, but hey, can I really complain??

What a lovely way to start of the (almost) summer...

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[15 Jun 2006|10:39pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Dave Matthews Band @ Saratoga tomorroww!
Yayyy!!
:)

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yayy :) [04 Jun 2006|01:27pm]
[ mood | content ]

You know,
despite they petty things that annoy me,
and how I get mad for no reason sometimes,
life is good.

7 more days of school,
4 regents exams after that.
I just need to sit down,
focus,
and finish it up.

God help me.

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[26 May 2006|07:39pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I've got good date hair,
good date clothes,
and good date make-up.
But am I going on a date tonight?
Nope.

Relationships (family, friends, whatever) are soo confusing sometimes.
I keep flip flopping between being crazy about someone to having lukewarm feelings about them.
I don't get me sometimes,
but I guess that's the beauty of being 16.

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[04 May 2006|06:52pm]
[ mood | grumpy ]

I've definitely been PMSing for like a month now. Today it's like PMS overload, as in talk to me and I bite your head off. I even have a MILLION and one pimples all over my face, but do I have my period yet? Nope. Hmm yeah it's about two weeks late. No, I'm not pregnant so don't try to be cute and funny (ahh the PMS talking again). And OF COURSE when I'm at my bitchiest, someone wants to start some drama with me. What a dumbass kid. I will kill him.

Crew is soo beyond tiring... and my body is seriously messed up. My leg has been killing me for like a month. And today my spine was definitely sore or tired or something. I don't even get it. I'm falling apart, and yet I refuse to see a doctor or anything.

I need a break.

On the bright side of things, tomorrow is FRIDAYYYY. Thank God for weekends.

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[03 May 2006|08:46pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Life was going fine.
Then a boy came along
and he put my world into focus again.
And now I'm noticing how slowly the hours and days pass.
Bittersweet.

Isn't it supposed to be the other way around?

Life is slow,
a boy strolls in,
and suddenly everything is a blur.
But maybe that's only in the movies.

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[28 Apr 2006|09:51pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

So I have this problem...
I'm terribly good at leading on boys who I have absolutely zero interest in.
And the boys I actually like... not so much.
Maybe it has something to do with pressure? Like, I know I'm not going to end up going out with the guy I don't like, so why not jerk him around and have a little fun?
Wow... that sounds absolutely awful in writing...

So apparently I had been searching for the book "Charmed Thirds" in bookstores about two weeks too soon. But now that it's out, and now that my friends' lives seem to resemble those teen novels more than ever, I'm dying to get it. Ugh, of course once I get this whole school/end-of-the-year cramming/finals/regents exams thing out of the way, I'll actually have time to pick up a book that isn't part of the 10th grade curriculum.

Oh, and as of now, I am pretty damn happy.
I have changed soooo much in such a short time,
but I love it.
Let's keep it going like this.

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[26 Apr 2006|07:53pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I'm in a race against the clock.
Time always wins though, doesn't it?
Damn.

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--- [07 Apr 2006|08:16pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Ahh dear Spring Break.
I'm sooo tired,
so I'm going to make brownies,
cuddle up in bed,
and watch Fight Club.
For the first time in 3-4 weeks,
I can breathe.

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man oh man [05 Apr 2006|09:45pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

I need spring break.
I've been fighting to keep my eyes open for the past three weeks.
Maybe I'm secretly superwoman
'cause I definitely should've dropped dead by now.
But over the break next week, I have crew every morning from 7:00-9:30 am.
Okay, yeah that sounds crazy, but you have NO idea how gorgeous the Hudson River is at 7 am.
I honestly wish I could take my friends there some morning just to see the world waking up with me.

Okay, I have to finish this week up.
Time to work... :\

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yayy [22 Mar 2006|06:45pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I got my permit
and I aced it.
:)
Sometimes I wonder why I worry so much...

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show your world to me [19 Mar 2006|08:14pm]
[ mood | mad tired ]

Whoa.
I'm pretty damn tired.
But things are pretty cool
*knock on wood*.
I kinda like how things are in this moment.
I'm really busy, but when I get things done,
I have this great sense of accomplishment.
Drama has kind of slowed down,
but I think it's more so that I don't care about other people's problems anymore.
Yeah that's kind of terrible and selfish, but I needed to be a little selfish.
Let's hope this week goes quite quickly and painlessly...

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